Thursday, 25 December 2014

Trapped in My Own Mind

The mind can wonder so deep, it can run in circles, confuse us and hurt us.  It can be our friend or it can be our worst enemy. 

A power so real, so capable of trapping us into our very own prison cell.  The walls close in and become smaller and smaller until you feel overwhelmed, heartache and shame.

Anxiety and darkness becomes our new best friend. 

It hurts to think
It hurts to laugh without feelings 
It hurts to cry without light 

We are hollow… Just the prison cell and us. 

Saturday, 6 December 2014

How Long Until The Fire Burns Out?

How long do I keep the mask on? 

With every minute that goes by I feel my wall getting weaker and weaker. Will it crumble and fall into a million pieces taking me right along with it?

My mind is a cloud of darkness, a piece of the puzzle I cannot figure out. When I close my eyes I see my future, a path filled with beauty and hope. A part of me wonders if it is easier to keep my eyes open and see the long road that leads to a dead end.

There is a shadow that follows me, I am not sure why. Is it part of my future or is it dragging along side of me?  Is it here to remind me of something? Yet, I cannot figure out what.

Surrender to the path or look for the long road ahead... It is my choice.

Monday, 1 December 2014

She Whispers

Shhhh she whispers

Listen to my voice, to my heart beat, hear my breath going in and out. Feel me, I am alive.

She is made of stone driven by anger, rage and fear, it is inside fighting to come out.
It speaks to me and I ignore it.
Why must she live in darkness she asks? Why can't you love her?
I listen, but remain silent for I do not know the answers she seeks.

Shhhhh she whispers...  You are not alone, I am here, I am alive and I am strong because of you.